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Sunday, February 17th, 2008
4:51 pm	Well it's been six weeks since my last update, which I admit was quite "emo". A lot has happened of course and let's just say I didn't exactly follow my new years resolution... -.- I was drug tested and was positive for bud. I am so close to being moved into 24/7 vision in a boarding school in Omaha, Nebraskra (of all places). I skipped all week last week and blazed EVERYDAY. It was fun, but at the end it wasn't worth it. I know I can get over it, and I will... hopefully :D Although on the bright side, family is doing better. Rebeca and I have been doing great we shared a number of beautiful words and tears to each other and promised not to judge each other no matter what. On Valentine's day I woke up to a note on the foot of my bed and it turns out it was from Joel. I thought it pretty odd as him and I are not what you will call "friends". I'm afraid that Rebeca has told him all the negatives about me and thought him to judge, but I was wrong. He didn't judge me, not once. If that's not a friend, I dunno what is... As for Maria and I we have never been close. I tell her all the good and the bad and vice versa (although her bad is probably like burning a book accidentally lol). The only thing that's been bothering me is my current crush. I don't know why I like him. He isn't my type at all. He's a smoker (he's eighteen) a drop out, yet so smart, so funny and sweet. I remember he used to flirt with me all the time. I would turn him down whenever he did because at the time I didn't realize that I had fell for him. There's more to him than other people think. I've actually listened to him. The problem? He's stopped. Treats me as if I was one of the guys now. It sucks because now is when I realize I do like him and all those times when he was talking about Chelsea I thought I was jealous because I liked HER. But no, it was the other way around. I wish he knew how I feel. How nervous I get when I'm in his prescence. How perfect I try to act, yet I f*ck up all the time. I don't know what to do! Should I ignore him? Act normal around him? Flirt? I'm not so good with the flirting part. I'm extremely shy and ignorant when it comes to that. I know I shouldn't be thinking about my love life, but it's hard not to! It's affecting me greatly! I can't concentrate and sometimes I think it's what I've done, but it isn't! I haven't felt this way in so long.... I just hope he knows that. I know he felt something for me and I hope he still does. Isabel out. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Hole-Doll Parts (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 1st, 2008
11:17 am	Life has changed dramatically since my last entry. I've changed a lot. Family has become a bigger issue now. High school is getting extremely stressful. As for relationships I have learned a lot since my last one. I'm extremely pissed at myself for being so naive and so easily pressured into doing things I shouldn't. I guess you can say in a way that I've become weak, I've become one of the statistics of all the teenagers who's been pressured and confused. I hate this feeling more than anything. I want it all to stop. New Years Resolution- 1) Stop smoking 2) Actually DO my homework 3) No more dipping school 4) Meet someone who actually understands me. Someone who is real. 5) Get along with the family [especially Rebeca] 6) Be stronger and not fall into peer pressure anymore. That is all.... Those are my main priorities now. I'm in Orlando and I've been ,you can say, somewhat depressed. I've been turned down and humiliated. I don't think I can get in any relationship now or even THINK it. I just want to lay back and think. Think about everything. How much I'm fucking [pardon the language] up everything. In a way I admire Rebeca for pulling herself back to her feet as she got into the same ordeal I did her freshman year. But she had Joel to motivate her >.< I'm going cold turkey. And on top of this one of my sister's friends Bryan has a huge crush on me. And I really like him, but I feel that I'm not good enough for him. There's this girl Michelle who likes him a lot. She's ok looking, but she's a sweetheart who isn't fucking her life up like I am. Maybe he's better off with her. It's a sacrifice on my part. I won't let anyone get involved with me until I straighten myself out. Isabel out. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Wish you were here- Pink Floyd (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
9:59 pm	Well, summer has been boring so far. except for last friday i went to orlando for the international chinese martial arts competition. AHHHHHHHH I GOT FIRST PLACE IN EMPTY HAND....AGAIN!!!!!!! i didnt compete in weapons as i planned because the judges and people in the front desk were RETARRRRRRRRRDED! LOL! yeah i wish i could have.... anyways my sister won 3rd place in empty hand (she was in the rings for teens and i was in juniors.) and she didn't get the medal because she forgot the second part of the staff form and made it NOTICABLE retaarrrrrrded! our school won a big ass trophy for most supportive school!!! we took hilarious pics with the trophy after the demo team performed (WE OWNED THE STAGE NIGGUHZ!). The competition mostly consisted of Northern Shaolin kung fu (aka the ballerinas or wishy wishy or kung fu on ice. lol inside joke with rebeca g. and rosie lol) which did flying kicks NOT KUNG FU! i do southern shaolin kung fu. we do the styles of the animals... i just finished learning the hotsang kao kuen....and got first place for performing it!!! and we also use REAL sworda not the friking aluminum swords people use to impress the ignorant judges..... anyways our schoool had the most participants and we won 40 medals in total!!! hell yeah!!!! leslie beat my parents in tai chi lol!!!! anyways we are having another competition in tampa it's not going to be as big as the one i went to... but im still excited.... well enough about kung fu next topic: school.... im so bored! i wanna go to school now! im going to high school weeeeeeeee! well it wont be THAT excited because im taking hard classes... but w/e.... my job this summer is to be a summer camp counselor.. my kung fu school is now running a summer camp and rebeca, rosie, mario, and i have to take care of 50 demon children....the horror oh the horror! tomorrow we are going to ms.pinos pool.... im bringing sunblock cause i got burned when i was taking care of the kids in the park for at least 3 hours....damn nigguhz i got burned and so did rebeca especially since she was wearing her sunglasses half her face isnt burned lol que cute que cute....anyways moving on to the next topic:music. I LOVE THE SOUNDS!!! a lot of people dont really know who the sounds are.... well just so you know they are a swedish band the lead singer is a girl and they make this cool rock/techno music check them out at http://www.myspace.com/thesounds hell yeah! they rock i also love type o negative and the misfits they are awesome....!!!!!!!! well yeah i dont think i have anything else to say.... well comment! Current Mood: the sounds rock \m/ Current Music: rock n' roll- the sounds (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 28th, 2006
1:31 pm	Wow what a week... yesterday when my parents got out of Taiji, we went to Dolphin Mall searching for the black and yellow Pumas that Rebeca and I are supposed to wear for the Demo Team. Later on, when Maria called she said suprisingly she was at Dolphin Mall too! I was so excited! We couldn't find the Pumas our size so my family and I decided to stay and congratulate Maria on getting 100% on her bio lab for dissecting a Mink. We all sat down, drank strawberry shakes, and shared our plans for today and the weekend. Rebeca went to Claire's and she was caught stealing. Who steals at Claire's? They have tight security! Anyways I think I learned my lesson....DON'T STEAL! The consequences for what Rebeca did are big. My parents are cutting her hair and taking out the pink she had and may send her to Military school! I can't believe it. I think she's in the salon right now. I'm in school and they haven't blocked LJ yet....=P I got to go on because I finished all of the handouts on the Endocrine and Nervous System. We're reviewing it so we can prepare for Biology next year. I love biology! I'm glad i'm done with Earth/Space science! Although I need to find my textbook.... I wonder if Rebeca still has it? I can't simply wait for our Demonstration in the Mystical Fair! I love to perform my Kung fu especially in Divine Fist! I have to perform a self-defense on Rebeca and her on me. Rebeca's is way to intense. Then we do the Hawk form. Which is really beautiful, I enjoy performing it. On April Fool's Day we had competition with Twin Dragons and Sifu Molina's school. I got 2nd on the Hawk form (Kao Kwen) and 3rd on the staff. The floor was slipperu =( well teacher is nagging bell's about to ring.Later. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
2:17 pm	w/e TRY THIS!! =) 1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex. 2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow? 3. Your first initial? 4. Your month of birth? 5. Which color do you like more, black or white? 6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 7. Your favorite number? 8. Do you like California or Florida more? 9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more? 10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one). WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN (DON'T CHEAT) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . THE ANSWERS 1. You are completely in love with this person. 2. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 3. If your initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good. 4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good. Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate. 5. If you chose... Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it. 6. This person is your best friend. 7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime. 8. If you chose: California: You like adventure. Florida: You are a laid back person. 9. If you chose: Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people. 10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in your journal within one hour, and it will come true before your next birthday for stuff like this for some stupid reason. Current Mood: I <3 music! Current Music: Trivium-Like light to a fly (Comment on this)
1:46 pm	I'M BORED! it's "take your child to home day!" yeah but my mom brought me with her to Bent Tree! They blocked Kproxy but they didn't block LJ! Hahaha! Fools... anyways my myspace is... www.myspace.com/linksgirl4ever yeah.... anyways.... I passed my Kung fu test for silver sash! woo-hoo! i saw sifu's clipboard of the scores and i got 25/35 lost 10 points and so did rebeca....who's myspace is www.myspace.com/xxrockandrollxx well w/e peace out dudes!Nymphetamine...Nymphetamine Girl! Current Music: Cradle of Filth-Nymphetamine (Comment on this)
Monday, September 19th, 2005
11:28 pm	wow havent written in here in some time...=/ oh well... RESPECT ME!!! lmao im so hyper today! i dunno y... wow............. lmao i didnt do much went to school yeah came back helped dd w/ shutters went to yoga/tai chi yeah and came back showered ate talked to Romeo on the phone (lmFao) did w/e and finally got access to my mom's computer as u c...lol =)cause im cool .. not really .... lol =)btw anyone likes ducks...? Current Mood: is it4 or 5?LMFAO Current Music: taste the pain- the peppers (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 13th, 2005
8:35 pm	back in black! i got internet!! woo-hoo! woot-woot dot dot dot... lmao anyways schools cool w/e smartest kid in all my classes blah blah blah lmao "i am aware of everything" grrrrrrr burr....lmao shen is so meow now he makes everyone in kung fu do push ups everyday! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr anyways ive been tlkibng on the phone a lot O_olol Current Mood: hyper Current Music: last nite-the strokes (Comment on this)
Monday, August 1st, 2005
9:51 pm	*sighs* woke up played vg's w/ sis and cuz kicked their asses lol talked online went to newgrounds and played funny games he he=) recorded decline of videogaming 3 w/ rebeca lol went to boring yoga and shen still thinks he's chinese lol... talked online went to pool got out imediatley wen my parents came in lol talked on the phone to mark =) and did w/e. tomorrow im nms free! going to orientation for ferguson and make steven's life a living hell!>=)that carny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait for school to start! im gonna get so lost!!!!!!!lol =) Current Mood: school starts soon! Current Music: tool-aneima (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 28th, 2005
10:24 pm	woke upo went to curry orientation went shopping (blah uggh i hate shopoping) for clothes went to karate only cause i left early took a shower tlked online and blahhhh! Current Mood: ... Current Music: My Friends-rhcp (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
9:50 pm	woke up played som,e games talked online watched tv bothered steve-o and sis ^^ talked online went to yoga (uggh) took a shower talked online and w/e blah blah blah Current Mood: blah Current Music: my generation-gd (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
10:10 pm	i woke up finished WW! joy. and then talked online listened to music called steven bothered him.>=) he he then went to karate/kung fu watched some boring gay videos...blah blah blah... came back showered ate talked online. Current Mood: sick Current Music: pretty good year-tori amos (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
8:21 am	Yesterday i was NMS free! yay! and i wen to the movies at like 6:00pm to c charlie and the chocolate factory w/ my mom, sis and dad. my mom and i saw it again cause my sis and dad didnt see it. anyways it was fun cause rebeca and were throwing sputballs at people from upstairs when we were waiting in line. and at the movies we were throwing candy to the people who kept talking. everytime i go watch a movie there's a group of people next to me behind me or in front of me always talking! it gets on my nerves!the solution to this problem is to throw candy at them >=) yay! lol. Current Mood: calm Current Music: sour girl-stone temple pilots (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
11:02 pm	today i went to boring karate/kung fu and michey almost killed us! arggggh my back hurts and my nose is killing me! anywys i talked on the phone while playuing WW to mark and it was hilarious making fun of some people...=D Muahahahahahaha!>=) yeeah and i finally finished the wind temple in WW =) yay off to get the triforce pieces =D! im out Current Mood: crazy Current Music: suck my kiss-rhcp (Comment on this)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
1:31 pm	yesterdasy i went to kung fu and karate as always then got online and started bothering stephanie hidalgo!!! haha >=) i sed FUBLA GUBLA GOOMBA EMIUS SLEEEPUS MICHAEL JACKSON EATS US! 0_o lmfao yeah and hse sed i was "bisexual" what a moron! shes so perverted i told her that tina and her looked like a couple! its tru! lmao she thought i made ^ the word imbecile...IDIOT! shes such a moron. i hope shes in remedial classes next year...that'd be awesome! >=) but i cant belive she thought i was bisexual i think it was cause i was friends w/ kristine! well idiot she is! she says im "below her" lmao wat a loser shes "below me" cause im smarter than her ;-) anyways every stupid thing she sed i was cracking ^ she doesnt noe anything...oh well hopeless... Current Mood: yay! Current Music: Crucify-Tori Amos (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
12:59 pm	Yesterday i went to Karate/Kung fu and it was boring as usual... and then my mom finished reading the half-blood prince and this morning well i did too! and its friggin' sad! *crys* poor dumbledore stupid snape kills him! and hes the half blood prince! i hope harry kills snape... and bill weasley got bitten by greyback! ahhhhh!!!!!! well wen dumbledore died i was crying a little bit... anyways im out....=( Current Mood: finished reading book... Current Music: otherside-red hot chili peppers (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
8:56 pm	Well yesterday i went to the movies to watch War of the Worlds with my sis and her *sighs* friends...lol which were Natalie and Steven... i liked the movie it was cool =). Today i was NMS free! yay! lol just like every other Sunday and yesterday shen and ewa left(yes!) but r coming back tomorrow and marks parents were teaching the class and that day mark and his family left for a week...=( i called him today though! =) and my sis sed something disturbing i hope he didnt hear... its quite embarrasing...=/ well ill probably call him tomorrow! im in chapter 12 in the half blood prince it is friggin' awesome! it kicks but so far! but i think snape is a spy from the order cause in the 2nd chapter he was talking to Bellatrix Lestrange (sirius black's murderer grrrr cause of her my sis nearly killed me...lol long story) and Narcissa Malfoy! Ahhhh! saying he was a faithful death eater but hes probably a spy from the order no one can tell but im sure he is! im out <33 Mark Current Mood: i <3 the 6th harry potter book Current Music: Crazy Train-Ozzy dudes... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 16th, 2005
9:32 am	i saw willy wonka yesterday! it was funny! ^_^ then went to yoga then i went to barnes&nobles and got my harry potter book the half-blood prince!!!!!!!!!! but my older sis is taking it to venezuela my mom and i agreed to let her take it last night but w/e. ill read my cousins book hes in vacation at CA now but my aunt is gonna get the book next week by mail!!! ^^ yay!!!!! i cant wait! maria told me that dementors and giants r on voldemorts side! I KNEW IT!!!! i cant wait! =) at barnes &nobles i made a scar on my forhead w/ my mom's eyeliner and it looked so realistic it looke like i actually cut myself! lmfao! and they were giving out free potter glasses! i still have em w/ me! ^^ wen the 7th book comes out im'a dress as hermione granger and im bringing mark w/ me! haha! <3 Mark Current Mood: half-blood prince Current Music: sex is not the enemy-Garbage (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
9:23 pm	today i woke up ate breakfast, watched malcolm (it was funny! lmao) talked online, clean the bathroom, talked online, karate/kung fu took a shower ate dinner (i only ate brocoli o_0) and talked online. <3 Mark Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Sugar-System of a down (lmao) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
9:02 pm	yay three more days till the half-blood princes comes out! im going to barnes & nobles at midnight w/ maria!!! NO MUGGLES ALLOWED! lmfao well i woke ^ watched some malcolm in the middles talked online went to yoga , took shower,and ate. i cant wait a lot of good things are happening this month =D ive never felt this wonderful be4! i also never had that much courage to do what i just did... =D Current Mood: harry potter Current Music: terrible lie- NiN (Comment on this)